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Chronic Fatigue

19 Jul

this may enhance your reading pleasure.


When my feet hit the floor my spirit sinks, I can feel the weight of my entire body.

The lack of motivation makes me sick and joyless, a life with no joy is not a life, but a sentence and hard labor is the punishment.

We are separated from ourselves by a thin sheet of confusion and noise, we all know what must be done, but the lack of motivation is a sickness and a joy denier that spreads easily from one to the next–as was planned.

We want for nothing but beelines and magic, though we can have neither the hunt keeps us facing forward.

The mind cannot make itself up, so it dwells for years and the dwelling is most easy, especially with heads down.

We get stuck in mind frames as we meander and roam into one another, heads still down.

Heartbreak and disappointment weighs on the person and the sight becomes short, our inner voice gets faint and we are left facing forward in the hunt with heads down.

We follow the soul in front, who follows the soul in front and all are blind and inner voices are faint and heads cannot be lifted.

We have become the mirror images of each other and the slightest difference is exploited if only in our minds.

With heads bowed we can’t look back and in our wake is staircase made out of souls with bowed heads who can’t look back.

We have become less human and our world is a place where kind hearts can no longer be seen nor allowed to be seen.

We have now become people, good at being alone.


24 May

this may enhance your listening pleasure:


watch this to get the complete feel of this piece. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/3032600/vp/48178080#48178080 focus on the time stamp 12:01 to 13:53


Our smiles have betrayed our inheritance.

A smile that we have practiced while staring down the barrel of a gun.

A smile that has been passed along, a gift of sorts, magic even.

A smile that has put food on tables and allowed tried souls to rest.

A smile indistinguishable from any other, a smile that says I’m okay, I’m not a threat, I come in peace, please allow me to leave in it.

A smile that disguised fears, that make men shrink and women vanish.

A smile much like an opiate to bringers of harm and bone breakers and night riders.

A smile that allows one, to maybe live another day.

A smile so dehumanizing it makes people feel nothing, even towards like.

A smile that appears even through knee buckling degradation.

A worthless smile, a soul killer.

A smile that represents terminal, self induced illness.

A smile that has become poison and a misrepresentation of facts.

A smile that is bone jarring and defeated in it’s delivery.

A smile that is bold as a lie.

A smile when seen betray’s an inheritance, but a smile when gone will fulfill a prophecy.

As long as a people are smiling they be all right and you, safe.

When that smile is gone and a people wake up and an inheritance cashed in.