Not Mine

4 Apr

this was the first song I thought of when I decided to publish this piece. I think you should listen to it when you’re done reading my words. It’s much like a continuation of Not Mine.

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Though not flesh of my flesh, not even bone of my bone, you have penetrated my bricked in heart.

Before your first breath, before your first sight, I could feel you growing in me. The world held promise once more.

Not mine is but a short and weak fence that deters nothing and nothing could deter my ever-growing love for you.

I was not blessed with my own like you, but I was blessed with you. I quietly ask, if you be mine, then I’ll be yours.

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5 Responses to “Not Mine”

  1. mary burrell April 4, 2013 at 6:47 PM #

    Awww! Jesus, are you having you want a little one. that baby is so precious. I can tell you have a soft spot for little ones. That song is lovely. And it goes with the poem. You want a mini you? I hope you get the beautiful family you desire. You deserve that. You would be a great husband and daddy.

    • hunglikejesus April 4, 2013 at 7:12 PM #

      Thank you Ms. Mary. That little boy in the photo is my co-workers little one. I was next to him the whole time he was growing inside his mother and I would feel him kick and I could feel his head moving around. I would bring her food for lunch and just hangout a little bit. When she had him and then brought him to work so I could meet him I was wrapped around his finger from that point forward. She brings him out and we have lunch together and everytime I see him I fall deeply in love. I just started walking this week and she sent me some photos of that.

      Unfortunately I can’t have any children, but I have raised and had several in my life. That ship has sailed so I just make the best of the little ones in my life now.

      Thank you for stopping by Ms. Mary and you have a good night.

  2. honeytreebee April 5, 2013 at 4:01 AM #

    Jesus I know you say you can not have little one of your own, but you must have been the loving daddy every child needs. Being gental and raising a little one up is an art and takes a special person to do it right. You have the touch and you know it.

    • hunglikejesus April 5, 2013 at 7:36 AM #

      Thank you sista, though I don’t know if I have the touch or not, I do know that I would have tried my damndest. Also, I really can’t complain about anything, I have been extremely lucky in my life and I’m glad for all the times I did have children with me.

      Thank you for stopping by sis and please feel free to check in anytime.

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